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amanda yew
a.y.s.h@hotmail.com
Monday, January 28, 2008 @ 10:32 PM
oh so lost, oh so intricate.
oh shit. i can read till the words on my textbook blur & i cant figure out the alphabets. i have maths homework due plus what reflection shit and a thosand other subjucts to revise for before all the tests.
i could cry.
im dead tired. i could fall asleep any moment now, the only reason im blogging is to keep myself awake. the longer i stare at my textbook, the more i feel my eyelids hang shut.
man, its not even the commen tests period & i can pull all my hair out. jeez, someone give me the definition of stress.
i have the CNY performance in about a only a few weeks time & i really need to catch my ZZZ's. peer leading tmrw, i just realised i've forgotten all about collecting the shirt from my teacher. i cant concentrate on anything right now.
i basically need sleep.
in class camwhore moments #2

romeo, juliet, lady macbeth, macbeth. oh the shakespeare kids.
haha, looks like im wering two diff shoes. love my new shoes man.

it was supposed to be love. i guess we cant spell.
gonna mug my brains out now.
Sunday, January 27, 2008 @ 11:14 PM
study till the alphabets dance for you.
tests tests. mugging in process.
schedule for week 5.
tuesday- biology test
wednesday- chemistry, geography test
thursday- amath test
slot in cca every monday and thursday and sometimes wednesday.
done studying for biology and geog. although i highly doubt my ability to store memory that will ultimately burst my brain.
i could scream my head off. i was stoning about the quater of the time during my chinese tuition earlier today. i kept on yawning during amath tuition in the morning. during english tuition yesterday, for the most part, i just stoned through. at least the only lesson i fall asleep in school is emath. im a kid deprived of sleep man.
people should stop nagging at me for blogging. blogging relieves stress.
if you can make out what this picture is, i bet you you feel all mushy inside out.
anyway. the overdue bunch of photos everyone keeps asking for.
in class camwhoring.
romeo + juliet
rezwana
hahha, nanny nazeera
mantou, me, zakiah, lixin
this was just dumb. iman's idea.
eew, i look weird.
jollin!
iman/mantou
haha jie ying. get well soon er zi!
SULIXIN's birthday was on saturday. we went over to seoul garden at taka on friday to celebrate her birthday.
the stupid door outside seoul garden which you walk right through.
ariel, lixin and me
oh, blur.
haha, ariel
hey romeo
hey birthday girl
i love you. (oops sry, i wasnt zi-paing okay, i accidentally cut off lixin's face.)
candid candid
andrea's reaction to the lame jokes we sat there & told for more than an hour.
you're old my dear sulixin!
we sang lixin her bday song there at seoul & apparently everyone stared. then when we finished some guy shouted out "happy birthday!" so i, being the ever polite girl i am, helped lixin reply "thank you!!!"
we laughed like shit that day. sat there & told the lamest jokes on earth. really enjoyed that lunch & my romeo ah, smile & dont always emo in the mornings.
love you guys.
Friday, January 25, 2008 @ 10:36 PM
sorry dont cut it.
it never did.
you told us to watch our words, now you watch yours. we havent proven that we're any better than the rest of the school, and we havent proven that we are any worse either. but maybe since everyone keeps reinforcing that we're idiots idiots idiots, we just end up with a label right smack on each of our foreheads.
like they all tell you, you lie to yourself until it's true.
but thanks everyone, especially lixin, andrea, amanda(tan), & of course ms malini. & sorry lixin, for ruining your birthday celebration with the ass-nonsense. thanks to the whole bunch of people who crowded around my desk today & told me its okay.
i really really love 3s2b. no matter what they say.
Wednesday, January 23, 2008 @ 9:59 PM
clean up your mess.
today was a really really long day. had school til like 145 then had lunch period then E maths supplementry for a period then went for dace til 615. bought a brink then got home by 745. & dozing off in front of the computer now.
i hate our class timetables. we should never have both A & E math in one day. they wreck too much brain cells man.
anyway. my class have decided on decorating the classroom. so since we were gonna make a cozy corner at the back of the class, the classroom had to all cleaned up first. so we spent lunch period cleaning, dusting, sweeping & basically preparing ourselves to be maids.
& of course, i have pictures to share.
the toys mutiply in our classroom.
thats samantha by the way.
omg, i look spastic
oh oops, sorry zakiah.
see, your face is in there now.
sulixin!
jollin!
yuin yi & i
amanda! oh look at andrea! haha.
amandas. oh my screwed up fringe.
man tou!! the vice head of 3s2b maid agency.
andrea ah, unglam please.
amanda & jollin
jie ying look so guai.
jie ying & i.
thats about all the photos.
oh today i wore red FBTs. today andrea wore red FBTs. today jollin wore red FBTs. today lixin & the rest of us went crazy.
but then again, we're all mad to begin with, so it doesnt make a difference.
Monday, January 21, 2008 @ 11:08 PM
哭了. & i wish you were here.
my hands are gonna fall off, my wrist hurts & i cant type properly. see the sacrifice i make for you. hopefully you guys will love me more & tag more often. be nice okay! yes & i'll love you more too.
ohohoh, this was the picture i was talking about.
ahahahah. oh MIKE HE!!! *faints.
dance people all know about the picture, they just havent seen it yet. eh, it looks real okay. real enough.. oh well, as long as he's face is in there, the picture's perfect all the same.
admit it, he's hot. *drools...
okay, some pictures back in school. in case you're wondering why all our shots are in the toilet, its cause the toilet's right next to our class, so we make absolute full use of it. no? haha.
andrea!
spastic man.
hah! andrea!! i have proof that my skirt is SO NOT short! its the same length as your alright!
just that i forgot to tuck in my blouse.
Sunday, January 20, 2008 @ 1:24 AM
oh i've missed you.
had a family gathering today. well, half the family at least. really missed all our relatives, havent seen them in ages. considering ages as in since christmas i think. haha.
my homework can wait. i attempted to do it & managed about 3/4 of geog. did a few on both maths and just gave up. tmrw's gonna be a long day. i'd probably go to school on monday with patches of my hair pulled out.
my eyelids are half closed now. its late, i know i should be sleeping.
so here are the pictures. enjoy loves.
aunt!!
my cous, a fellow camwhorer. here goes the nightmare.
okay. weird, i know.
oh you guys all already know im way narcissistic.
stop saying im zi lian-ing.
cuase you've got to love yourself before you can ever love others.